Lose, Loser

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Losing special things caused by my ego 

That is you. You are my special 'things' 


It's been a year, I'm going through my life without you behind

Many ups and down surroundings myself 


Sometimes i need a space for myself

Sometimes i need you here, 

To listen every story that I've done

Either is good, or bad 


Now, to meet you is just like an imagination

You're near, but can't reach

You've been in another galaxy 

You're in another dimension 

It's like you are in a parallel world 


I play hide-and-seek to covering my life without you 

Do you think i really hate you?

NO

I just.. i don't know why i did this to you

You're a good man, I'm bad to be in your side

I have just gone to fixing myself, my soul 


It really hurts me when i see you with another girl

I can't imagine when it really happened 

I don't know it was done or not

But, I'm not ready to hear that news 


I wanna be like old us

Just the two of us 


Am i too egoistic?

Ah, this love makes me crazy! 


I'm sorry, my bad

Is it too late now to say sorry?

I hope you know for this reason 

And all the things that have done 


I really miss u

I miss you in every tear at night




Brebes, 14 Mei 2021

Selesai ditulis pukul 00.14 WIB 


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