A Journey of Life

A letter in 15 days before 2023's ends For the heavy path that I’ve done And every challenge I will face in the future Life has been so hard lately I don't know why I'm getting all this like a leaf drop in spring Many fall, no one cares No one cares about those leaves Maybe they kick them often, on the side of the road For every deep breath I take For every tear that soaks my skin For every hope I chant at every step And every lonely night I feel like I'm walking on thin ice Holding tight to a small twig And drifting with the river that takes me nowhere I just want to enjoy one lonely night Under the moon and stars With the chorus of small insects singing Carried away by the night breeze and smiling in a crescent shape Questioning, what figure will you make, God? At the end of this year there are many moments that make me a gloomy girl When someone says there will always be a rainbow after the storm, Then, when will it be my turn? In the next year, I just hope I can com...

Ah, how beautiful The smell of spring has arrived Maple leaves adorn the streets Carve the trail we walk The breeze makes the leaves of the trees sway   Twilight in Europe's sky is good, isn't it? I want to walk together with you Hold hands and swing our two fingers that are tied Joking while talking on the sidewalk   Talk aimlessly While occasionally hitting your shoulder because of that nosy joke of yours Then stopped by the lake Saw a swan swimming With their one and only partner   I feel like I want to stop the time So that, nature hears my heartbeat next to you  

The unknown journey begins Down a path full of questions Do I deserve? Don't know where the light will arrive Cause all dark Singing silently With the walls filled with sad paintings Crawl, walk, and run  In an endless hole Hope that time will come

All these cherry blossom on my deepest heart were blooming since I saw you in two days after entering senior high school Cause of your hair who fluttering by the wind in the afternoon and your charming smile They're always growing up since day 1 You pour the amour at your whim Red becomes the main color It feels like it continues to explode and bubble when it gets closer to the sun,  The giver of energy and life, Who else if not you Admire you secretly Pretending to be an ordinary girl Hope to always be close to you Although I know, the sunshine isn't just for me right? When will this feeling go away? Is it waiting to go away from the sun? I don't know What I do now is taking care for it well Until, it dies by itself, maybe?

  Finding our 'frequency' In this Era, feels so hard We have to match with our antenna Not again with so much disruption  Such as storms, heavy rain, and others Sometimes, the match frequency isn't the exact number It'll have a decimal number behind it Or maybe we have to wait several times Wait for the situation  Wait for the storm or heavy rain to pass Until the frequency itself was successful to match  

The frozen-hearted girl Walk away from the way Smiling under an umbrella while the rain is coming up  Freezing between road Then the summer is coming It's hot outside But she isn't  Cause she has a frozen heart inside